Feedback is welcome & appreciated: Azles01@aol.com Revised 1/23/99 SANDCASTLES by Lesa L. Set between "One" and "Hope and Fear." B'Elanna stood in front of her mirror, studying her reflection critically. She was always unsure of what to wear for one of Tom's romps through history. He had said sportswear of the late 20th Century. More than a little vague. He finally recommended some magazines of the era from the database that had proved helpful. Even though their sportswear usually for some unknown reason seemed to always include high heels. She smiled remembering Tom's remarks. "Much as I like the idea of those beautiful legs in shorts and spike heels, you should probably wear athletic shoes, we will be doing a little walking and I wouldn't want you to get hurt. We'll save that for later." With a quick kiss to her brow ridges, he went to shower and dress while she studied the databases a few minutes longer. She turned to see a different angle. *Not bad,* she thought. She had chosen white shorts that contrasted nicely with her dark legs. A snug white knit camisole, and over it an open sheer, short sleeved shirt, in a deep blue. She bent down to tie the laces on her white 'Keds', sockless, as the magazine picture had shown. Straightening again she studied the picture, *Not bad at all,* she thought smiling, *Only Tom Paris could get me in an outfit like this, or out of it for that matter.* She still wasn't sure about the idea of sharing their date with Harry and Seven of Nine. But at least she knew she looked all right. And it was about time that they got to see what the Camaro could do. *Not,* she thought smiling wickedly to herself, *That they didn't get a lot done with it parked.* The door chime startled her out of her reverie. "Enter." The doors to B'Elanna's quarters swished opened and Seven of Nine strode in, "Lieutenant Torres, I require your assistance." "Is there a problem in Engineering?" "There is not." Seven's eyes dropped and she studied B'Elanna's costume closely. "This is the clothing you have chosen for the holoprogram this afternoon?" "Yes," B'Elanna looked back at the mirror, suddenly self-conscious. "Is there something wrong with it?" Seven's expression softened, "I lack sufficient information to critique your attire. That is the reason I am here. As I stated, I require your assistance." "With what?" "Lieutenant Paris informed me that it was not necessary for me to change my daily apparel. I suspect he said that to allay any objections I had to utilizing this program. However, he also stated that he would be wearing appropriate clothing. I have also been given to understand by Ensign Kim that the Lieutenant takes his holodeck adventures very seriously." "That's an understatement. Tom lives for his holodeck adventures. And he is very proud of this new program." "Exactly. I would like to request your assistance in procuring the appropriate attire for our excursion." Raising one eyebrow, she remembered, "Please." B'Elanna was taken aback. Seven really was asking her for help! "I'll do what I can, I have to admit that I'm not to familiar with Earth's 20th Century. Tom's the expert on that." As if on cue they heard his voice, "B'Elanna, have you seen my 'Big Daddy-O' shirt?" Tom walked into the living area dressed in blue denim shorts and a white tank top. His hair combed but still damp from the shower. He looked at B'Elanna, a wide smile of appreciation on his face. He whistled, "You look perfect. Hi Seven," he said turning toward her, "Your not here to back out of our little trip this afternoon are you?" "I am not. I came to request Lieutenant Torres assistance in acquiring the proper attire." The famous Paris grin flashed. "That's great Seven, I'm glad your getting into the spirit of this." Tom turned to look at B'Elanna. "Do you know where my Big Daddy O shirt is?" Smiling wickedly, B'Elanna answered, "I used it to wipe up a burst gel pak. You'll have to wear something else." "Very funny," he said. "Now where is it?" "Hanging in the closet, the back of the closet. Tom, why that shirt? Couldn't you pick out something that doesn't resemble a plasma explosion? You could recycle it for a new one, a plain blue one would be nice," she added in a hopeful tone. "I'm so hurt," he said walking to the closet. Pulling the shirt out he shook it carefully and pulled it on, leaving the front unbuttoned. "Seven, what do you think of this shirt?" Seven had been observing the minor squabble intently. If she had overheard this conversation when she first arrived on Voyager she would have assumed immediately that the Lieutenants were displeased with one another. Time had taught her to listen for the undercurrents in a conversation. Even though Lieutenant Torres seemed displeased with his choice of apparel and Lieutenant Paris had expressed his damaged feelings she knew that he was not really upset. And she knew of their underlying depth of feeling for one another. She examined the shirt closely, "It is colorful," she announced. "It is that," B'Elanna said dryly. "But, do you like it?" Seven appeared to be considering her answer. "The Doctor has been instructing me about the use of tact, his exact words were *if you can't say something nice, say nothing at all,* I will say nothing." B'Elanna laughed, realizing for the first time that Harry and Tom were right, Seven did have a sense of humor, subtle as it was. Tom grinned back, it had been a delicate operation to get Seven to experience a Holodeck program with them. Her recent time spent alone while Voyager traveled through the nebula made her aware of the need for companionship, which had lead to her agreeing to take a trip to the holodeck with them. He walked towards the door. "I'll leave you two ladies to your databases. I need to go pick up our dinner from Neelix, and check on a few last minute details." Seven inquired, "You are allowing Neelix to procure the sustenance for our excursion?" Tom nodded, "We have to, I've left him instructions on the food preparation, but it would have required more replicator credits than we had to replicate a full meal." Seven cocked her head slightly. "Lieutenant Paris, I wish this experience to be as authentic as possible, use your judgment in replicating any foodstuffs you may require to ensure this. Charge them all to my account." Tom was thrown for a moment. "Seven are you sure, about this?" "Why would I make a statement I was not sure of? I assure you I have sufficient replicator credits to cover this meal." "That's very generous of you Seven," Tom said. "Yes, thank you Seven," B'Elanna remembered to add. "You are welcome," she responded. "Well, great, I'll go take care of things and meet you both at Holodeck two in 45 minutes." Just before he left, he turned, "Seven if you really want to get more enjoyment out of this trip, you might think about letting your hair down just for today." And he was gone. They both watched the door glide shut and looked at one another. "I fail to understand why Lieutenant Paris believes that releasing my hair from its pinnings would enhance my enjoyment of this holoprogram?" "Seven, just call him Tom, at least while we're off duty. You can call me B'Elanna and I'm sure Ensign Kim wouldn't be too put out if you would call him Harry. And about your hair, I think Tom meant that figuratively as well as literally." "Explain," and as an afterthought she added again, "Please." "Letting down your hair is an old Earth expression, Tom's full of them, he's full of a lot of things, but that's beside the point. It means to relax, just flow with what happens. This program isn't meant as a learning exercise, you won't have to write a report about it. It's just a way for people to spend time away from their usual duties and enjoy themselves." She held up her hand before Seven could respond. "Your learning now that enjoyment is not irrelevant. At least not to most people, you'll have to realize that if you want to fit in better with the crew." "I will remember that." Her eyes danced, "I would not want the crew to think I was rude. Perhaps we should go to your work area and study the databases." "That's a good idea." Within a few minutes Seven had made all her decisions. B'Elanna gave her credit, the Borg upbringing didn't allow for vacillation. All she'd really had to really help her with was lingerie. Seven had pointed out the undergarments she currently wore. B'Elanna privately thought a few choice Klingon curses towards the Doctor who had designed Seven's outer and inner garments. She selected a matching brassiere and panty set, to replace the torture devices the Doctor had deemed appropriate. Seven worked the control panel of the replicator. Picking up each garment, she examined it sternly. "The Doctor has given me to understand that most species share an inherent modesty, will retire into the facilities to change my clothing." Just before she closed the door she turned, "Thank you for your assistance, B'Elanna." "Your welcome, Seven." B'Elanna leaned back into the couch, pulling her hands gently through her hair. She smiled, remembering the conversation she and Tom had last night after a very satisfying evenings frolic. She had pulled the covers up and turned away from him. "I still don't see why you had to invite Seven, Harry would have been all right, but why her? All she'll do is criticize the program, and tell us how irrelevant it all is." Tom had stretched himself along her length, wrapping his arm around her waist. "B'Elanna, Harry isn't our dog, we can't just expect him to be happy to tag along with us, wagging his tail behind him. It'll be nice to have him there, we really haven't had holodeck time together for ages. Besides, since that solo trip through the nebula Seven appreciates companionship a lot more." "I don't know, I'm still not sure that we should encourage Harry's infatuation." Tom stroked her gently, waiting until he heard the Klingon equivalent of a purr. "Who are we to tell Harry not to get involved with someone? I know that I warned him a while ago, but it seems pretty hypocritical to me now. He stood by us when everyone on the ship was betting we couldn't get through a date without killing each other. And, its gone way beyond infatuation, Harry really cares for Seven, no man acts that goofy around a woman, unless he's really serious about her." "You should know," B'Elanna said, turning toward him grinning, and moving his hand to a more sensitive area, "Do you remember when you told me 'a beautiful woman should never eat alone?' That was one of the worst lines I've ever heard." "Stop, I still cringe thinking of it. I swear, in my head it sounded so good, but looking at you I just fell apart." "It was sweet in a strange way. Silver tongued Tom Paris who could charm the pants off any girl on board, literally not being able to utter a coherent sentence. Watching you tongue tied like that made me realize that you didn't think of me like any other woman on board." "That's right," he said snuggling even closer to her, "But you know something?" "Hmm. . . ." "I'm not tongue tied around you anymore, what me to prove it?" "Umm humm." "This clothing is acceptable," Seven said, startling B'Elanna back to the present. "What? Oh, that's good Seven. They seem to fit well." That was an understatement. Seven had chosen snug denim shorts, and a matching short-sleeve cotton knit *twin set* in red from the database, red deck shoes completed her ensemble. "Sit down here by the mirror and I'll get you a brush." "I am not sure that removing my hair from its pinnings will enhance my enjoyment of this holo-program. It is more conceivable that allowing my hair to move freely will prove to be a distraction." "I'm sure that it will be a definite distraction to Harry, I just hope he won't need oxygen." "Lieutenant...B'Elanna. You appear to be under a misconception about the nature of the affiliation between Ensign Kim and myself. Ensign Kim is not interested in the kind of relationship with me that you share with...Tom." B'Elanna almost dropped the brush she was handing to Seven. "What? Seven, I've known Harry or a long time and he is definitely interested in a romantic relationship with you." "If that is so, why did he reject my offer to copulate with him?" B'Elanna took a deep breath, steadying herself. *This was more that she wanted to know, wasn't it?* She watched Seven in the mirror, this wasn't the usual cold, impassive ex-Borg she was used to dealing with, she seemed puzzled, almost hurt? "Seven, maybe you should tell me what happened, I mean if you want to, you don't have to." "I have no reason not to relate the sequence of events that lead up to his rejection of me." Seven lay down the brush and began removing the pins that held her hair up. "The incident occurred during our initial work in setting up the Astrometrics Laboratory, when you and the Doctor were on the away mission attempting to assist the Isomorphic Projection. Do you remember that assignment?" "As if I could forget," B'Elanna said softly. "Ensign Kim and I had worked closely together. We work very well together, his thoughts are clear and precise. He is very predictable," Seven said, her expression lightening as she brushed out her hair. B'Elanna rolled her eyes, only Seven could consider calling someone 'predictable' a compliment. "That evening Ensing him called me into the mess hall. He said he had a midnight breakthrough, and wanted to discuss it with me. When I arrived in the mess hall, the lights were darkened and music was playing softly. We discussed his idea and then he invited me to visit the holodeck with him, to experience a Ktarian Moonrise. You are familiar with that program?" "Oh yeah," B'Elanna breathed, it was a notorious *make-out* program. The lovely blue moon, the soft, crystal like sand, the warm lapping waves, and the music of the reeds rustling together produced quite a stimulating reaction. *You should be ashamed of yourself, Harry,* she thought. "I assumed that Ensign Kim wished to change the nature of our affiliation. I observed the dilation of his pupils and his increased respiration. I informed him that I had studied the databases and was interested in exploring my humanity. I then offered to copulate with him." "Right there, in the mess hall?" Seven looked quizzically at her. "Never mind, what happened next?" "Ensign Kim, apologized to me, informed me that I misunderstood, then he gathered his belongings and left. I told him I understood and instructed him to call me if he wished to resume our work." Seven turned from the mirror and faced B'Elanna, her eyes shadowed. "Do you understand now that Ensign Kim is not interested in an affiliation of that kind?" B'Elanna rubbed her eyes. *Where do I begin?,* "I do understand Seven. But you don't. Do you realize how lucky you are?" "Luck is a superstition, I do not believe in luck." "Well, someone was watching over you that evening. Most men would have jumped on you and ripped off your clothes, before you could say *resistance is futile.* Then they would have left you there as soon as they finished to go brag to all of their friends." B'Elanna stood up and began pacing behind Seven's chair. "Harry is a good guy Seven he knew that despite your offer you weren't ready to experience sex yet." "As I said, I am thoroughly knowledgeable, I have studied all the databases." "No, Seven, listen, I hacked into all the sexual databases when I was 13. I thought I knew everything also. That doesn't mean that I was emotionally ready to experience lovemaking." In softer tones she added, "The first time you experience sex, especially for a woman is very important." "I am curious as to why most cultures place such an emphasis on the simple act of procreation." "This has nothing to do with procreation! Good God Seven, if all the people on this ship that are engaging in sexual activities were actually doing it to procreate we'd have babies bouncing off the walls." Quickly raising her hand, B'Elanna added, "That's a figure of speech." "I see, thank you for the clarification, the mental images were alarming." "I can imagine. Look what you have to understand is that people engage in sexual activity because they care about one another and because it...feels good." B'Elanna stopped her pacing and smiled, "Actually with the right person, it feels great." Raising her brow, Seven asked "You are recommending copulation as a form of recreational activity?" "No! That's not where I wanted to go with this. First, that Messhall incident happened months ago, feelings change, or grow or mature, at least they understand them more." She paused, "Second, take it from personal experience, men no matter how much they say they like it are totally intimidated when a women tries to force the first encounter on them. Third, what I'm mainly trying to say is that if you want a relationship with Harry, sexual or otherwise, you should get to know each other. Spend time together, take things slowly. Am I getting through to you?" "I believe so," Her eyes became unfocused, and she stated in a softer voice than usual, "You spend time together, you laugh, you talk, it makes it easier to get closer." "That sounds right, did that come from a database." "It did not, it was a phrase Ensign Kim used in a dream I had recently." "Really, I didn't realize that you, um dreamt." "I have only begun experiencing dreams in the last few weeks, the Doctor believes they are another manifestation of my humanity asserting itself." Her expression softened, "They have proven to be quite interesting." "Really?" B'Elanna looked at Seven, a wicked smile on her face. "You are smiling, I have said something to amuse you?" "Kind of, you dreamt about Harry, and I know that Harry dreams about you. Not to sound like Tuvok, but I find that fascinating." Seven looked at B'Elanna, a moment of mutual understanding passed between them. Seven nodded slightly and handed the brush back to her. "If we wish to reach the holodeck by 1600 hours we should leave immediately." "Your right, lets go. The only thing Tom Paris is ever on time for are his holodeck programs." The holodeck doors swished open. Harry was in what he knew from Tom's description was a late 20th century garage. Music was resonating from a rectangular box on a counter. In the center was a black automobile with the hood raised. Tom was placing something in the trunk and smiled at his arrival. "Hey buddy, prompt as always." "Thanks. So this is what occupied you for all that time?" Tom walked to the front, stopping by the raised hood. "This is it. Joe and Freddie might stop by to check her out, their playing Hoverball next door. Joe's a real car buff, I told him if he approves he might want to take Samantha Wildman out driving sometime." Harry approached the car, standing on the opposite side of the hood. "That's big of you to offer the program to Joe, I know how much it means to you." Tom regarded his friend, "Something wrong, Har?" "No, nothings wrong." Harry looked down into the interior. Tom grinned at his friend he said, "Hey, didn't you have another one of your musical appreciation classes with Seven last night?" Tom leaned against the roof of the car, waiting for an answer. Harry crossed his arms and rested against the roof also, "Actually, I did." "Great, how did it go?" Harry looked around the room, "Fine, it went fine." Tom looked squarely at his friend, "You want to tell Uncle Tom about it?" "Yes, no, I don't know," Harry placed his hands on his head and grimaced. "Last nights was different." Tom smiled wickedly, "Really?" "Not like that," Harry put in quickly. "I mean, I've taught her a lot about music and she seemed to be more comfortable with me, we even had a bite to eat when we were finished." "A little caviar and champagne," Tom said suggestively, "Maybe a fondue, dippings always fun, especially when you drip." "Would you stop it!" Harry said with disgust, "I knew I shouldn't have said anything." "I'm sorry buddy, go on." "Fine. For your information we had grilled cheese sandwiches and chocolate milk." "Whew, your a real wild man. What did you have for dessert? Animal crackers." Tom leaned against the car, laughing helplessly at his own joke. "We we're discussing the concept of comfort food. Just forget it." Harry said coldly. Taking a deep breath, Tom said, "Sorry, I won't make anymore jokes. It sounds like the evening went well, what's the problem?" Harry looked Tom in the eye, "Well, when I turned around to get the tray, she looked up at me." "Yeah...?" "So, she wasn't looking at my eyes when I turned, she was looking at...down, farther. Never mind, you don't understand." "Wait a minute, you caught Seven checking out your assets. I understand that, what I don't understand is why that bothered you." "This is Seven of Nine we're talking about, she doesn't understand about things like that." "Are you sure about that? Admittedly, she doesn't have practical experience but when the Doctor restored her humanity, she became in effect a full grown woman. With all the feelings an adult body possesses, she just doesn't understand them yet." Tom paused, "You know that could explain a lot of things." "Like what?" Harry said leaning forward anxiously. "Harry, I know that you had the greatest relationship in the galaxy with your parents, but was there ever a time that you really butted heads?" He nodded, "Yeah, we went through a few rough patches, when we didn't see things eye to eye." "About how old were you?" "Twelve or thirteen, fourteen maybe, right around the time that I..." His eyes widened. "Oh my God, do you think?" "Its possible." Tom said. "I mean look at it from her perspective, most of her life she was a perfectly efficient body, no problems, or at least the problems are easily repairable. Then one day she has a different body, one that isn't nearly as efficient, one that causes her to feel things she's not comfortable with. Wouldn't that make you feel a little cranky?" Harry nodded, following Tom's train of thought. "Wouldn't it make you hostile to the people around you, especially towards the person you feel is responsible for your situation. I remember, I said some things to my parents back then that I still feel sorry about. The way she's been towards the Captain lately, questioning everything, arguing. So what do I we do?" Tom smiled at his friends slip of the tongue, "I don't know that there's anything we can do. Don't try to explain to her that she's going through a normal stage in development. That's the last thing she wants to hear." They were interrupted by the sound of the door swishing open. Looking up they saw Joe Carey and Freddie Bristow entering the holodeck, still dressed in their exercise clothes. "Mercy," Joe said circling the car, "Tom, this is a beautiful piece of machinery." "Thanks, it was a lot of work to get it in working condition," Tom said proudly. Freddie smothered a smile at Harry's attire. "Nice outfit very um beachy." "Thanks," he said dryly, leaning over to join Tom and Joe's examination. Tom had made suggestions for his outfit, a short sleeve sportshirt, with vertical stripes in blue and white. *Beach Boy* style he had called it, matching blue shorts and leather *Topsiders* completed his outfit. Harry listened as Tom regaled them with his repair stories, making appropriate responses when needed. All he saw were archaic parts that looked like they needed a good cleaning. *Nice music,* he thought absently, his musicians ear quickly cataloging the style. Beach music of the late 1960s to early 70s. Some of the first using the electronic synthesizer. Harry drifted back to all that had happened in the last two weeks. He recalled the day that Seven had joined the three of them at lunch a few days after they were taken out of stasis. When she had said that she needed companionship. And the moment when she had looked up and said *Perhaps you do not like being alone.* He remembered the piercing jab to the heart that he felt that day looking into her clear blue eyes. Seven had addressed him, "Ensign, Commander Tuvok has indicated that the study of music is fundamental to the understanding of most cultures, he also said that you are the most experienced musician on Voyager, would you be willing to instruct me?" "What? Oh, sure Seven, I'd be glad to teach you about music. When do you want to start?" "Would this evening be acceptable?" He hadn't bothered to look over at Tom and B'Elanna he could sense Tom grinning at him, and knew there would be a look of disapproval from B'Elanna. "Chief, Seven," he heard Joe Carey say. Harry turned and straightened quickly, banging his head sharply on the hood. "Owww!" In that brief moment he had seen B'Elanna and Seven standing in the holodeck. Seven! What had she...? She strode toward him. "Ensign Kim, you are damaged, do you require medical attention?" "Injured," he grunted automatically. Closing his eyes, he rubbed his head slightly. "No. I'll be all right." Suddenly he felt Seven's hands grasping his head, and pulling down firmly. She parted his hair with a finger and, more gently than Harry imagined she could, examined his injury. "You appear to have suffered a minor haematoma." Harry was actually suffering from something like vertigo, it had nothing to do with height he knew, more likely length, like the length of her legs. He'd never actually imagined seeing her legs, which, considering some of the things he'd dreamed of doing with her was rather odd. His eyes traveled up, resting for a lingering moment on the place where her sweater didn't quite meet her denim shorts. He felt a wave of dizziness and decided to take a few deep breaths before standing up. While Seven still examined his wound. He heard Tom's voice, "Aww, its not that bad, just kiss it and make it better Seven, so we can get on the road." Harry then heard Seven, "How would pressing my lips against the injury facilitate the healing process?" Tom chipped in "You never know, it couldn't hurOOOFF!" Cut off in mid-word by a half Klingon elbow to the ribs. Seven gripped Harry's head, tilting it up to meet her eyes. "Ensign Kim, do you wish me to implement this course of treatment?" "What? No!" Pulling himself together, he stood back from her, he glanced quickly at the people standing there. Tom, his face flushed from trying to control his laughter, still holding his side. B'Elanna for the first time, not looking at them in disdain. Joe watching him with the mixture of envy and pity he'd seem on most of the crew in the last few months. And Freddie, no forget Freddie, Harry's head could have been severed from his body and he wouldn't have noticed, he was staring at Seven in a lust induced daze. He hoped Bristow would remember to breath soon, because if Seven offom h to give him CPR, he'd have to kill him. Finally, back to Seven. Which unnerved him again, for the first time since he'd known her she didn't stand level to him. He looked down quickly into her eyes. He saw something there that surprised him, had he hurt her feelings? "I'm okay. Really Seven," looking at Tom & B'Elanna he said, "Lets just get going." "We better go too," Joe put in quickly, "I need to take a shower and be in Engineering to cover for our Chief Engineer who had the audacity to want the day off. Come on Freddie, Freddie?" Lieutenant Carey resorted to pulling him by the arm to get his attention. "Okay kids let head on out of here." Tom said first closing the hood and then opening the car door. Seven, ladies first." Motioning her into the backseat. Harry came closer to the car, freezing at the rear view of Seven entering the back seat. Coming back to his senses only after a nudge by Tom. "You planning on getting in sometime today buddy?" He fell into the seat and breathed a sigh of relief. Seven turned to him, "Harry are you certain that you do not wish to go to sickbay?" He nodded at her in astonishment. "Yes, I mean no, I don't need to go to sickbay. Thank you." Seven nodded, "You are welcome. Lieutenant Torres, B'Elanna informed me that it was permitted to call you by your first name while off duty. Is this acceptable?" He swallowed and nodded at her. B'Elanna turned to Tom as he sat down. "Here hotshot, I think you forgot something." Handing him his combadge. "Of course with all the confusion on that shirt, who would notice you were missing your combadge." Tom's eyes widened, grinning he said, "Combadges, we don't need no stinkin' combadges." "Tom, your taking this 20th Century stuff way to seriously." "I second that," Harry put in. "Enough already! Computer, freeze Paris Grease Monkey program. "Computer, initiate Pacific Coast Highway program, Paris, alpha Highway 101. Computer, open garage doors." As the door slid up, they saw a driveway with a lined road crossing it. Beyond it they looked down on a stunning view of the ocean, the waves breaking against the rocks far below. "Tom," B'Elanna breathed. "Its beautiful." "Paris, you've outdone yourself. This is real Reginald Barclay quality." "It is impressive," Seven said softly. "Thank you, thank you." Tom started up the car and for a while they rode, the only sound the car radio. As they drove they passed various automobiles from the era. "Wait," Tom said. "This isn't right, B'Elanna reach in the glove compartment and hand me my sunglasses please." B'Elana rolled her eyes, but did as he asked. "Ahh, the final touch." Pulling the glasses on, he looked at himself in the rearview mirror. "Why do you require protective eyewear?" Seven asked. "Eyeglasses were invented to protect the delicate tissue of the eye from ultraviolet rays of the sun." "This is a holographic sun, therefore you would not require protection." B'Elanna put in, "Forget what Tom said, he wears them because he thinks they make him look cool." "Why is it important for you to appear frigid?" Over the snickers of B'Elanna and Harry, Tom attempted to change the subject. "So, Seven what do you think of your first experience in an automobile?" "I am finding it to be interesting. I researched the era and the history of automobiles on the database earlier today." "I'm sure you did", Tom said. "It was a fascinating period in Earth's history. What did you learn?" "The history of the internal combustion engine, the evolution of automotive design, the search for alternative fuels--" "We get the picture, thanks Seven." "There were some interesting subsections regarding the psychology of the automobile and its significance as a phallic symbol. Do you find it to be so in your case?" Tom sat up straight, his pale features flushing, ignoring B'Elannas laughter. Harry looked narrowly at Seven, her features placid as usual, but the twinkling of her eyes betrayed her. He smiled broadly at her in encouragement. Leaning forward he asked, "Well, do you find to be so Tom?" "Not in my case, no. I just like cars okay? We're passing a really scenic area, maybe we should just enjoy the scenery for a while." They rode on, past the spectacular Northern California coastline. B'Elanna smiled at the look of pleasure on Tom's face as he drove, one hand on the steering wheel, the other draped loosely over the back of her seat. Seven leaned farther over to observe the seascape more thoroughly. Harry tried to ignore the feel of her bare legs pressed against his, and the closeness of her face to his. He heard Tom, "Enjoying the scenery, buddy?" He refused to look into the rearview mirror, he could imagine the smirk on his friends face. "Lieutenant...Tom, what classification of vehicle is approaching to port?" Seven, said pointing at a red car that had pulled along side theirs. Tom turned, "Good eye, Seven." He said approvingly, "That is a 1965 Ford Mustang convertible." The young, long haired blond woman in the car noticed their attention and smiled at them. He grinned, "What a beauty! And the cars pretty nice too." The young driver then waggled her fingers in a coquettish wave. Tom obligingly waved back. B'Elanna's back straightened, she looked at Tom with fire blazing in her eyes. "You programmed that!" "No, well not exactly. I programmed in friendly local folk. But I didn't really set parameters." To their astonishment the driver then proceeded to blow kisses to both Tom and Harry. Tom pasted a sickly smile on his face and Harry raised his left hand to his hair, looking down he attempted to make himself as unobtrusive as possible. B'Elanna couldn't contain herself, through gritted teeth she hissed, "How friendly is friendly?" Tom, at this point eager to avoid a fight stated the obvious. "B'Elanna its just a hologram. Ignore her...it." "How do I ignore an almost naked holographic women blowing kisses at my boyfriend!" "She's not almost naked," Harry added helpfully, "She's wearing the top part of a bikini." Sitting up straighter, he looked carefully at her. "She's wearing denim 'cut off's' down below." Seven turned coldly to Harry. "When I requested your assistance with my attire last night, you implied that it was not a subject you had a great deal of experience with." B'Elanna and Seven exchanged a look of mutual disgust. Harry blinked helplessly. He couldn't tell her that the process of helping her pick out clothing would have sent his new found self confidence out the nearest airlock. "Computer," Tom called out, "Delete 1965 Ford Mustang from program." Instantly the car and its occupant winked out of existence. "There, are you happy now?" "Lieutenant Torres," Seven said. "In a minute Seven, I'm not finished with Tom, yet!" Taking a deep breath B'Elanna began again. "Wipe that smirk off your face Helmboy, or I'll wipe it off for you!" Seven tried again, "B'Elanna." "What is it Seven?" she snapped. "I was attempting to draw your attention to the fact that the young, human males in the vehicle to starboard appear to be trying to attract our attention." B'Elanna turned back to look out her window, "You know I think your right." Smiling sweetly she asked, "Tom, what kind of vehicle is that?" Tom glanced over at the truck with two eager young men in it. "I'm not sure, some kind of truck." Pointing towards the ocean, he announced, "We're coming up on some really beautiful parts of the coast if you want to take a look over here." B'Elanna waved her hand dismissively at him, examining the men. Smiling seductively, she waved at them. "Aren't they striking specimens of humanity Seven?" Seven noted B'Elanna's conspiratorial look. It took her a moment to process what it implied, glancing coolly at Harry, she looked back out the window. "Their physiques are impressive, the driver particularly has well developed pectorals and his biceps and triceps are clearly defined." Nodding slightly at B'Elanna, she continued. "The effect is no doubt enhanced by the fact that the shirt he is wearing was obviously intended for a man of much less stature." B'Elanna nodded vigorously, "Good eye Seven, that shirt is really tight on him. A plain blue shirt, how nice." "Computer," Tom began, "delete--" "Don't you dare!" B'Elanna said, "You started this, we're going to finish it." She turned and smiled at the car and it occupants again. The driver called out over the sound of the radio. "Why don't you babes ditch those losers and go partying with us?" B'Elanna appeared to be considering the question. Seven turned to Harry and inquired, "Explain the parameters involved in going partying?" Harry leaned forward and hissed into Tom's ear, "Get us the hell out of here!" "B'Elanna," Tom hissed. "Don't encourage them." She looked at him, a small smile playing across her features. "We're here to have fun aren't we?" She turned and leaned her head slightly out the window. "We'll go party with you, if you can catch us." B'Elanna turned back to Tom, "You better be ready to play flyboy." Tom flashed an electric grin at her, as the Camaro began to accelerate. The truck lost distance, but quickly began to gain. "Computer," he called out, "Eliminate all other traffic, except for this car, and adjacent vehicle. Pulling his arm away from the back of her seat, he then threw his sunglasses onto the dashboard. With both hands on the steering wheel he maneuvered the car on the road, on one side the cliff, on the other the truck, pushing to keep pace. Harry's eyes widened as the speed of the car pressed him back against the seat. He looked at Seven expecting her to express concern. To his surprise he saw her eyes sparkling with excitement. "Are you all right Seven?" She nodded, "The lack of inertial dampers make the experience quite..." "Exhilarating?" Harry offered helpfully. She nodded in agreement. Tom was focused on the race, he could have been piloting Voyager through a battle so intent was he on his mission. A muscle twitched in his cheek. B'Elanna placed her hand on his thigh, at this moment it was just Tom and the car, and she didn't care, her heart was pumping so strongly she thought she could hear it over the roar of the engine as she fought down the urge to scream out a Klingon battle cry. He flashed a grin at her then looked back to gauge distance, and brought the Camaro in front of the truck. The trucks driver was forced to take the cliffside lane. B'Elanna stroked Tom's thigh in encouragement. Seven and Harry were watching the truck through the rear window as it tried again to overtake the Camaro. Seven looked forward to observe the Lieutenants, then placed her hand squarely on Harry's thigh. He was startled but made no comment. The other driver angered at being outmaneuvered brought his truck dangerously close to their car just as they encountered a curvy stretch of road. Harry watched the other vehicle while trying to balance himself against the buffeting they were encountering from the speed of the car. Suddenly he groaned, too late he realized his companion in her excitement had forgotten the added strength in her Borg enhanced arm. "Seven," he gasped, grabbing her hand. She looked at him with startled eyes, seemingly at a loss for words. "I'm okay" he said trying to catch his breath. He turned to look back out the window. "Tom," Harry cautioned him loudly. "I see him buddy, hold on to your hats." The roar of the engine seemed to block out all other sounds. As their speed increased the other driver finally acknowledged defeat with an angry gesture directed at Tom. Tom gestured back to the driver, a triumphant smirk on his face. "Tom," Seven said, "My studies of the databases included a section on rules of the road that demonstrated driving signals, they included the signal for stop and left and right turns. I do not recall that signal in the text." Tom relaxed back into the seat, "You see Seven, the other driver was signaling to me to take the middle lane, and I was offering to let him have it." Seven opened her mouth to speak again, but stopped when Harry touched her arm and shook his head slightly. B'Elanna laughed with relief, trying to bring her breathing back to normal. "Well that was fun." She looked at Tom, "Don't you think so?" He looked back at her, capturing her chin in his hand he suddenly leaned over and pressed a quick, forceful kiss on her lips. "Yes, it was. Thank you." He looked back at their other two passengers. "I think we all need a break after our little drag race. Our beach is just up ahead." In a few minutes they had parked and were soon trudging down a steep path toward a secluded section of the beach. Tom and Harry balanced a container between them, behind B'Elanna and Seven, each carrying a bag. "Tom," B'Elanna called out over her shoulder, "You did a great programming job. What a view." "Thanks," he said. He was enjoying his view also of a white fabric covered, tightly curved derriere and two slim, dark legs. Without averting his gaze, he observed sotto voice to his friend. "What a view, huh?" Harry nodded, absorbed in his view of a denim covered, perfectly rounded bottom and two long pale legs. "Listen Harry," Tom began quietly, "I know you probably want a little time alone with Seven, so B'Elanna and I will cut out for a while after we get settled." Harry looked narrowly at his friend. "Just stop it. If you want to take off for a wbega with B'Elanna, go ahead, but don't act like your doing it for my benefit." Tom had the grace to hang his head and act embarrassed. "I'm sorry." "That's fine, I just have to figure out what I'm going to do with Seven while you and B'Elanna are off..." "Communing with nature?" Tom suggested helpfully. "Is that what your calling it?" "Well, Harry you can do what I do with Naomi Wildman when we go to the beach, build a sandcastle." "Actually, that's not a bad idea." The trail lead to a sheltered cove surrounded on three sides by the rock walls. It was secluded but Tom had programmed in the sounds of people coming from the other side of the cliffs. They set up camp by a fire pit, with two driftwood logs on either side, obviously intended for seating. Within a few minutes, B'Elanna and Tom had excused themselves to go, "commune with nature." Seven stood near the waters edge surveying the area with interest. Harry scurried about setting out some of the provisions, trying to give her a little time to take in the new surroundings. "Would you like something to drink Seven?" he asked. "I do not require any liquids at this time. Thank you," she added. "Your welcome," Harry said. "Would you like to take a walk along the beach, or maybe by the cliffs?" "I do not wish to walk anywhere, some of the native materials have gained access to my footwear hindering movement." He had to smile at her announcement, "Seven you have sand in your shoes, just take them off and shake it out. Like this," he said removing his shoes and demonstrating. He didn't bother to replace the shoes, leaving them by his bag he walked toward her. Concern clearly showing on features Seven said, "Stop! You could damage yourself, you must replace your footwear." "Seven nothings going to happen, this is the holodeck, the safeties are on. In some ways its better than a real beach because you don't have to worry about nasty things in the sand." Tentatively she took off her one shoe. Harry noting she was slightly unbalanced, reached out and placed her hand on his shoulder. He took the shoe from her other hand and shook out the sand, then reached out for the second. "Seven, you don't have to put them back on, its okay to be barefoot, it feels good, really. Come on, walk with me a little," he urged. Walking backward he took her hands in his and gently pulled her along with him. He was reminded of a parent urging a baby to take his first steps. Seven walked tentatively along with beach with him, her face a mixture of surprise and disgust. Harry was literally biting his tongue to keep from laughing, he knew that this was the first time since she was a child to be barefoot and tried to sympathize, but the expression on her usually stoic features tickled him immensely. "Perhaps, we should return to our section of the beach?" Seven suggested after a few moments. Knowing that it was a new experience for her Harry agreed, "You can put your shoes on when we get back if you want." "That will not be necessary, I am becoming accustomed to the sensations." "That's good to hear," he said, reaching down to scoop up her shoes. "No laces, very efficient." "I had planned on simply duplicating Lieutenant B'Elanna's footwear, but she said she really was not *in the mood* to teach me how to tie the laces." "Yeah, well B'Elanna can be a little touchy at times," Harry said. "I'm just glad she agreed to help you with the rest of the clothing." "She was most agreeable, and even replicated new undergarments after I pointed out the ones I currently wore." Harry swallowed, this was one of the reasons he had not wanted to help her choose clothes. He had learned from prior experiences with Seven that there were things that he had to simply *not* think about if he was going to spend time with her without turning into a babbling idiot. "That was very nice of her," he offered. Seven nodded, "Yes, while comfort is unimportant, I have found that I am less conscious of these undergarments than the previous ones. I believe B'Elanna referred to them as lingerie. She chose a *lacy* style?" Seven looked up at him quizzically to see if she had used the word correctly. He nodded, he knew he had to change the subject unfortunately his nimble mind had already conjured up images of lace bras and panties. Unexpectedly Seven observed, "Red is my favorite color." Delighted at the change of topic, Harry said eagerly, "I can see that, your shirt and the shoes all red. Red is a nice color." "I agree," Seven said, "That is why I choose red for my undergarments also." "Really?" Harry managed to choke out, as his minds eye immediately produced a likeness of Seven modeling red lingerie. His body began reacting to the image before he could turn on his mental defenses. "Harry?" Seven said, puzzled by his sudden change in posture. "I think its time for you to get your feet wet." Harry virtually pulled her along with him as he made for the water. The shock of the cold water around his ankles was a welcome distraction to his system. Seven's lips parted in surprise as she entered the water, "Is the ocean usually this frigid?" she asked. "It depends, Tom likes his holosettings to be authentic and around this area in Northern California the water is pretty cool. Feels great doesn't it?" he said, a smile of relief on his features. "I would not characterize it as great, it is bracing," she said hesitantly. "Perhaps we can return to our area now." "Good idea," he said, moving out of the water, "Now we can move on to another popular beach activity. Building a sandcastle." Seven joined him as they returned to their campsite, "A castle is an ancient form of architecture. I do not believe that we have sufficient materials or time to attempt an undert theg of such scope." "I said a sandcastle Seven," Harry said. "A model of an ancient castle, maybe a meter or so in size. And if you like, I'll tell you some stories that I know about people who lived in castles." "That would be agreeable, I have enjoyed the stories you have told to me in the past." "Thank you," Harry said. "Computer, access replicator files, earth. I would like a beach bag, filled with sand pails and scoops in various sizes." :::State size parameters::: Harry thought for a moment, "Three pails, one 2 liter size, one 1 liter size and one half liter size. Primary colors with coordinating scoops." :::Request accepted::: They heard a hum and in front of them appeared the bag that Harry requested. Seven opened the bag, a small smile crossing her features as she removed the contents. Harry watched her for a few moments then began the instructions. After a few minutes of building he began his story, "Actually, as far as castles are concerned, you've come to the right person. My father was a Camelot nut, and he loved to tell stories." "Your father was a nut?" she asked in bewilderment. Harry explained laughing, "Nut, is another word for an enthusiast." "I see, so Tom would be a 20th Century nut. And you would be a music nut, and B'Elanna would be a..." Her voice trailed off and she looked at him in confusion. "Well, I guess you could say that she's a nut in training." "Explain." "Sure, B'Elanna didn't have a lot of fun growing up, and Tom knows how to have fun, I think that is one of the things that she likes about him." "I thought she liked him because of the intense nature of their sexual relationship." The handful of wet sand he was holding plopped down on his foot before Harry could reply, "I'm sure that's part of it, but he is also teaching her how to have fun." "In the same way that you are instructing me." "I'd like to think so, Seven." He sat back on his haunches for a moment, "Okay, before I start these stories, I have some ground rules. The stories are fictional, they were passed down through many centuries, evolved and became more magical with each retelling. So, I don't want you to contradict me, or tell that something could not possibly have happened, because it's just a story, something meant for pleasure nothing more. Do you understand?" Seven appeared to be considering his words. This was a major conflict for her, Harry realized, she was not comfortable with the idea that something had to be taken at face value, with no analysis. "I understand," she said gravely. "Great," Harry said. And began to speak, he told of the infant Arthur, Merlin the Wizard, the sword in the stone, Guinevere, Lancelot, the Round Table and on and on. Harry was gratified to see that during several of the more exciting scenes, Seven stopped her work on the sandcastle to focus completely on his words. He decided to stop before he came to the betrayal of Arthur by his wife and best friend. *Maybe another time,* he thought as they put the finishing touches on the sandcastle. Seven had questioned his judgement at placing the castle so close to the water line, and he had assured her there was a reason. "Trust me," he had told her and she had nodded almost imperceptibly. Harry stood, straightening his back, tight from bending for so long. He gathered all their sand implements, and smiled at her. "I think we're just about ready now." "The rising water will destroy all our work," she observed, not able to keep a note of distress out of her voice. "Sandcastles are transitory, that's part of their charm, but we can always build another one. Wait just a second and you'll see why we built it here." Another wave came in, falling just short of their castle, and another that filled their moat. The smile of pleasure that lit her face as she understood his motives sent a warm rush through Harry's body. They stood shoulder to shoulder for a few minutes watching the water drain down into the moat and enjoying the moment. ~~~~ Two heads with disheveled hair peered over the edge of the cliff. B'Elanna squirmed, "That last little maneuver of yours left sand in some pretty uncomfortable places." Tom grinned at her, "Hey I didn't hear you yelling at me to stop." He wagged his finger at her, "Wait a minute, you were yelling something, but I don't think it was stop." "Your such a pig," B'Elanna said, grabbing his finger and pretending to bite it. She softened her grip, and moved to intertwine his fingers with hers. "Yeah, but now you love that about me, you know you do. Everything looks all clear, I guess we can go back and start up the grill for dinner," Tom said. He pulled her closer as they walked down the path. "What did you think we were going to see?" B'Elanna asked sarcastically, "Harry and Seven rolling around on the beach?" "Would that be so strange?" B'Elanna cocked her head, "Actually no, she's definitely curious about relationships." Grinning at her, Tom asked, "You two talked about more than just clothes didn't you?" "Yeah we did," she answered slowly. "It was strange, I haven't had anything close to resembling *girl talk* for a long time." Tom nodded, B'Elanna didn't have any close female friends, Seska's betrayal several years earlier had hurt her more than she would admit. Her position as Chief Engineer as well as her famous temper also precluded her from getting close to her crew. He knew that she considered the Captain a friend, but that friendship also carried limitations. Kes had been the closest female to her, but she had shied away from the petite Ocampan, he suspected although he never had the nerve to ask her, that her inbred Klingon sense of territoriality kept her from reaching out to a person her intended mate had been interested in. No matter how short lived or misguided his crush had been. As strange as it was, Seven of Nine might be the one person strong enough to be friends with B'Elanna. *Who would have ever thought of that,* he wondered to himself. *But then most of the crew would never have believed that Harry and I would be friends either.* As they cleared the path they saw Harry and Seven looking decidedly contented at their finished project. "Nice sandcastle," Tom called out. Harry turned and grinned at his friends disheveled appearance, "Thanks, it turned out very well for a first attempt. Did you two work up an appetite for Neelix's dinner?" he couldn't resist adding. "You could say that," B'Elanna responded coolly. Tom had already opened the large container taking out several sealed boxes. "I forgot to tell you Harry, Seven graciously offered me the credits to replicate us a 'real' twentieth century meal." "Really?" he said, turning to the women next to him. "That was very nice of you Seven." "Thank you." "Computer," Tom called out, "Initiate a fire in the fire pit." Immediately a cheerful blaze began. "That's cheating," Harry said grinning, "You have to use a bow and kindling." "Yeah," B'Elanna chimed in, "Then when everything else fails you need to cut a piece of our hair to use as tinder." The three crewmembers laughed together, recalling Chakotay's ill-fated attempts two years earlier to light a fire when most of the crew was stranded on a planet. "Hey," Tom protested. "I never said I was an Indian scout." "I believe Commander Chakotay is the only person on the ship that has made that claim," Seven observed, unknowingly joining in the joke. "Tom," she asked, "Could you explain the items you replicated for our meal?" "I'd be glad to tell you what you ordered," he said smiling. "I kept it pretty simple, lemonade to drink. B'Elanna could you start pouring out the drinks?" he asked. "Some potato chips and dip, a very popular late twentieth century appetizer to snack on while our meal cooks, Harry if you wouldn't mind? Our meal will consist of marinated grilled chicken and vegetable kebabs, simple, easy and no need to use knives." He opened the largest container and began to set the food covered skewers on the grill. Tom and B'Elanna faced Harry and Seven across the fire as they crunched on their chips and dip, the scent of the grilling food, wetting all their appetites. The food on the grill flared up suddenly and attracted their attention for a few minutes. As they ate they were treated to the sight of the sun setting over the Pacific Ocean and the moon and stars beginning their nighttime reign. Halfway through dinner Seven excused herself and stood for the remainder of the meal. They understand that her action was not prompted by rudeness, but because her physiology made sitting for extended periods of time uncomfortable. "I decided to go easy on the dessert," Tom said later. "Even though you were nice enough to offer your credits Seven, I didn't want to take advantage of you. So, we're just going to have some fresh fruit." "You did not have to worry about taking advantage of my offer," Seven said. "I have ample credits to cover any meal." She then added hesitantly, "I do however, appreciate your thoughtfulness." The other three were almost startled at her graciousness. "I am curious," Seven added, "What would you have replicated if you wanted to include a typical dessert of the era?" Tom looked across at Harry for confirmation, "S'mores?" "Definitely," Harry nodded enthusiastically. "S'mores?" Seven said puzzled, looking at B'Elanna, "Is that a Klingon dish?" Tom and Harry chuckled, "Knock it off you two," B'Elanna said with a hint of a growl in her voice, "You better explain it to me also, remember the only time I spent on earth was my short lived stint at the academy and I didn't get invited to a lot of cookouts." "Harry?" Tom said. "A description of S'mores, please." "All right," Harry said thoughtfully. "They are a treat consisting of two halves of a graham cracker with a half a chocolate bar and a whole roasted marshmallow in the center. Like a sandwich," he added helpfully. "They sound really sweet," B'Elanna said cautiously. "Yes they do," Seven said, a note of interest in her voice. "I would like to sample them sometime in the future." "You've got yourself a deal," Tom said with a grin. Then turning to them all he said, "I should warn you that Neelix was a little disappointed that he couldn't regale us with his specially prepared *picnic* menu." "I can just imagine what he cooked up," B'Elanna muttered, "What was it, purple and green sandwiches or something?" Tom affected a serious tone, "Well, for starters how does leola rootbeer sound?" Harry and B'Elanna groaned in unison. "He has been doing a lot better lately," Tom said, "Some of his things have been really edible. It's only when he tries something new or tries to improve something that he gets into trouble. And to be fair, its still a color thing with most of us, its still hard for us to accept some of the wild colors his food comes in." Seven observed, "What matters is the nutritional content of the food. The color of something is irre-- " she stopped in the middle of her favorite word, and seemed to sigh. Harry looked anxiously at her, "Is something wrong?" "No, I am fine," she answered. "The Doctor said I was not to use that word." "Irrelevant?" Harry said "Yes," she nodded. "While preparing me for our outing today, the Doctor told me that if I used that word I would have to schedule an extra *conversational skills* class with him during the week. The thought of using one of the Doctor's classes as a threat made the others smile. "Well your conversational skills are definitely getting a workout today," Harry observed to her. "They are," Seven agreed. "I am finding that conversation is less difficult when you are actually interested in the subjects being discussed." After serving them all sliced melon for dessert Tom tentatively broached the subject again. "I've been wondering Seven, what made the Doctor decide to start these classes with you?" "I know," B'Elanna said with a smile, "Of all the people to try to teach *conversational skills*. " "That is curious," Seven began, "Because the Doctor said something similar regarding you." "What did the Doctor say about me?" B'Elanna demanded. Seven finished the mouthful of melon she was chewing and replied, "I related the conversation that you and I had following discovery of the Hirogen array. You had told me that I was rude." Unable to help himself Tom said with a grin, "You told her she was rude?" "Well, she had been rude to a lot of people," B'Elanna replied. "Yeah, but the thought that you of all people told her that," Tom began, a warning look from B'Elanna stopped him. "The Doctor made a reference to the color of pots and kettles, which I did not understand at the time," Seven added, a hint of amusement in her voice. Harry managed to change a chuckle into a cough and decided to change the subject. He reminisced about some of the other parties and outings they had enjoyed in the past. Tom joined in, as usual thinking of other holoprograms they could invent to amuse the crew. B'Elanna said thoughtfully, "Sometimes smaller groups are nicer, I wish that the Captain and Chakotay could join us for an adventure." "Yeah, like that's going to happen," Tom said. "Why would the Captain not wish to accompany the Commander to the holodeck?" Seven asked curiously. "She has impressed upon me that the holodecks are an excellent place to explore your imagination." "I think she would feel that it would be to much like a date," Harry explained. "Why would that be unacceptable?" Seven inquired. "Personally, I think it would be great," B'Elanna said. "Unfortunately, the Captain refuses to allow anything beyond a working relationship with Chakotay." "Why would the Captain forego a relationship with the Commander when they obviously share strong feelings for one another?" Seven asked in puzzlement. "What makes you think they have strong feelings for each other?" Harry asked curiously. "I have noticed on many occasions looks pass between them, similar to the looks that pass between Tom and B'Elanna. I have often seen you glance at me in that way," she said to Harry. Tom grinned, "Seven, are you sure that those looks aren't just lust? Ow!" Tom grunted in response to a jab in the ribs. "I am sure." Seven answered coldly, "I have observed enough lustful looks from crew members to understand the difference. Admittedly I have observed those also pass between the Captain and the Commander, between you and B'Elanna and from Ensign Kim. The looks exchanged between the Captain and Chakotay are caring, they seem to understand the others needs. When they are together, they are content," she stated firmly. "Out of the mouths of Borg," Tom said softly. "I wish it were that simple," B'Elanna said. "We all know that they care for each other. There are rules in Starfleet against fraternization and unfortunately the Captain seems to want to adhere to them." "Does that mean that you and Tom are breaking the rules?" Seven asked. "It wouldn't be the first time," Tom said grimly, then added, "Those rules Seven were made by people who had no idea what it would be like to be 60,000 light years away from Starfleet. They were make to function in an organization that wanted no complications. And for the most part when two people become a couple it does get complicated. But especially out here people need to be together, to deny those feelings would be useless." Harry looked up, "I don't know if its just Starfleet regulations keeping them apart," he shook his head. "Explain," Seven said. "Go ahead buddy," Tom said encouragingly. Hesitantly Harry began, "Sometimes I think that that the Captain doesn't believe she deserves to be happy until she can get us all home. That its a kind of penance. Maybe she thinks that if she takes time for a personal life it looks like she's not being as fervent in her efforts to get back. I don't know if that makes sense or not, its just something that I've thought about." "No," B'Elanna said, "It does make sense. Its still sad that they're wasting so much precious time. Look at how the Captain reacted when Riley Frazier came on board. You could just tell by the way she carried herself that Chakotay had hurt her." Harry turned to Seven, "You know about her?" "Yes," she nodded. "I read the reports of the severed group of Borg with great interest. The Doctor also used some of the medical information they provided him with when the Captain severed me from the Collective. I fail to understand why the Captain would be upset with her." B'Elanna said cautiously, "It might have something to do with Chakotay's relationship with her." Seven replied, "The report stated that the efforts of Riley Frazier and the other former Borg saved the Commander from death. Voyager had already lost one crewmember." "I think the Captain was a little put off by Riley's 'personal' assimilation of Chakotay," Tom said with a smirk. "If I understand your innuendo correctly," Seven began, "You are implying that the Commander and Riley Frazier had an intimate relationship. However, I read no references in the databases that would substantiate your assumption." Tom wrinkled his brow, "Seven there is an old saying on Earth, if it walks like a duck, sounds like a duck and looks like a duck, its usually a duck." "You are saying that all indications lead you to believe that the Commander and Riley Frazier copulated?" she said with interest. "No, I'm saying that if it looks..Ow!" Tom winced, turning to B'Elanna. "Would you stop poking me, if I have to go to the Doctor to get my ribs mended, I want to have a damn good reason for it." "I'll stop poking at you, if you would start acting like a mature adult. Seven doesn't need to know about all the crews escapades." Harry watched his friends bickering playfully with one another. It had taken a long time and they had gone through so much, he was happy to see them so content together. There had been times after the alien had changed bodies with Tom when he had wondered if their relationship was over. "Paris to Kim." Absently Harry touched his combadge, wincing at his mistake, triggering a peal of laughter from Tom. B'Elanna chuckled, even Seven looked amused at his error. "Hey buddy, you were a million miles away. What were you thinking about?" Harry smiled, "I was thinking how nice it is to see you two so happy together. And that it wasn't so long ago that B'Elanna asked me if I thought she was *hostile,* because some pilot had accused her of it." Tom and B'Elanna grinned sheepishly at one another, then Harry added playfully, "I remembered standing there facing an angry half Klingon wondering if *discretion* really was the *better part of valor.* I was so scared that Kes said that I was the only one to arrive at the Nurian habitat, that actually looked relieved," he said referring to an experience Voyager had had a year earlier, when a group of aliens had transported the entire crew one by one into a captivity habitat. B'Elanna shook her head, "Poor Harry, Tom and I really put you through hell didn't we?" She turned to look at Tom, "I was so angry at you. And the tone in your voice later when you came to check on the Doctor and my progress." She mimicked his voice, "The Captain *ordered* me," she repeated. "Yeah," Tom agreed, "It was a pretty touchy situation." "That is not correct," Seven said. "What do you mean?" Harry asked. "The sequence of events did not occur in the manner that B'Elanna related," Seven answered. "Are you calling me a liar?" B'Elanna demanded. "I am not. I have studied all the Voyager logs and reports which included those submitted during the crews detention on the Nurian ship habitat." "Um, Seven," Tom began holding up his hand, "You know all that stuff happened in the past. We really don't need to talk about it." "Shut up Tom, I want to know what Seven's implying," B'Elanna added coldly. "I am not implying anything. I was simply going to state, that the Captain did not order Tom to check on you, she asked for a volunteer and he did." "Is that true?" B'Elanna asked Tom, a smile spreading across her face. The flames of the campfire couldn't hide the flush on his face, as he nodded shamefacedly. Harry watched his friends discomfiture with delight. It wasn't often Tom was the one embarrassed. "I was worried about you," Tom began haltingly. "You hadn't spoken to me all day, and I just wanted to see how you were doing." He looked up at the stars and smiled, "Of course we just ended up getting in another argument, if you remember." "That doesn't matter," B'Elanna said stroking his cheek, she moved closer to him kissing him gently. Their kiss deepened as Seven watched them with great interest. Harry cleared his throat, "Why don't you two go commune with nature for a while?" "That's a great idea," B'Elanna said, rising she pulled Tom up with one fluid motion and they walked down the beach. Seven resumed her position next to Harry to his delight. For a few minutes, they sat in silence watching the motion of the waves, Harry studied her for a moment, "A penny for your thoughts." "A penny is an old earth designation for a defunct monetary unit. Why would my thoughts be worth currency?" He smiled at her, "It simply means that I would be interested in hearing what you were thinking so deeply about." "I see," she said. "I was thinking that up to this point, any observations or corrections I have made have resulted in either anger or silence. They have never, to my knowledge incited passion." "It wasn't just that you corrected Tom, it was what the correction meant," Harry said, noting her look of bewilderment, he tried to explain. "You see back when that event happened, Tom and B'Elanna had not begun their romantic relationship. They had strong feelings for each other, but they weren't sure of the others feelings. What you did was show B'Elanna that even though she and Tom had argued, his feelings were strong enough for her that he wanted to see her again even though, she might still be angry with him. To put it simply, it touched her." "And they interpreted all that from a simple correction?" she said, her eyebrow quirking in disbelief. Harry looked out at the ocean. "Seven what you have to understand, is that reading all the logs is one thing, but that they are not the whole story." "I understood that the purpose of a report was to record everything that occurred during a said event." "That's true," Harry nodded, "But reports don't tell what motivates a person do something, or how they felt when something happened. As you mentioned earlier, Chakotay's relationship with Riley Frazier was not noted on any official reports." "Have you purposely withheld information on your reports?", she asked. "Kind of, but nothing that would change the nature of the report, there are just certain things that I felt didn't need to be written down." "Such as?" He grinned at her, "You really want to know?" "I would not have asked if I did not." "Let me think, there was the Hirogen report. No, that's not a good example." "Why?" "Because it could be a little embarrassing." "I assure you, I will not be embarrassed." "It's not you who's going to be embarrassed." Harry took a deep breath, "Okay, the section where I wrote about receiving your signal from the Holodeck. I wrote that once I received it, I could begin preparations. But what I didn't write down was how relieved I was when your signal came through." "Relief, because you knew we would defeat the Hirogen?" He smiled, "Partly, but mainly because your signal told me that *you* were still alive." Unable to meet her eyes for a moment, he picked up a small stick and tossed it into the fire. Seven watched him transfixed, trying to understand the flow of emotions that his 'simple' statement had produced in her. She turned her head and saw the Lieutenants standing at the waters edge. Unaware of the lovely picture they made in each others arms silhouetted by the moon. Absently, she again tried to push her hair back, away from her face. Harry turned to her and using both hands smoothed her hair gently behind her ears. Seven studiously watched his motions. "I had not considered using my ears as a form of restraint. Thank you." "Your welcome," Harry said. He noticed a few grains of sand at her temple and gently brushed them off her face. Savoring the feel of her smooth skin and the underlying warmth. He looked into her eyes, those eyes that seemed to draw him in so deeply, and felt himself move closer. Seven returned his gaze, her expression softening, her lips parted, "Harry?" Harry pulled back his hand. "I'm sorry Seven, I didn't mean to..." "What were you attempting to accomplish?" "I was going to kiss you. I'm sorry." "I do not understand your regret." "I didn't mean to do something that you wouldn't want me to do." "Why would you believe that I would not wish you to implement this course of action?" Harry's eyes widened in surprise, Seven nodded gently, a small smile crossing her features. Harry looked cautiously at her, "Seven, do you want me to kiss you because you see Tom and B'Elanna kissing?" "No," she said softly, "I want you to kiss me because I wish to feel your lips on mine." "That works for me," Harry said with a grin, cautiously placing his hands on her shoulders he touched her lush lips with his own. Closing his eyes he explored the soft fullness. Sensing something he pulled away and opened his eyes to find two blue eyes staring intently at him. He sighed and said, "Seven, its customary to close your eyes when you kiss." One brow raised quizzically, her expression still soft and expectant. "Explain," she breathed. He knew better than to try and explain something so static to her. Instead he said "Its just something that people do. Using the first kiss as a basis for comparison, try it with me now with your eyes closed." "Very well." She reached out and pulled him down to her, closing her eyes and pressing her lips to his. Harry moved his hands down to her waist, moaning softly at the almost overwhelming feeling. Seven mimicked his earlier actions, and also gently explored his neck and shoulders with her hands. Suddenly she drew back, her eyes sparkling with excitement. "I understand the reasoning now. Eliminating all external visual stimuli, allow you to more fully experience the sensations produced by--" "Be quiet." His hands molded her body against his. And Harry finally allowed himself to kiss her the way he had dreamed of so often. He savored the taste of her mouth, the small of her back and the scent of her hair. ~~~~ B'Elanna ran her hands over the smooth muscles of Tom's back, reveling in the feel of his lips on her neck. A stray wave lapped over their feet startling them both. "Tides coming in," Tom observed. "We better head back, and get ready to leave." "I wish we didn't have to go, I like this beach," B'Elanna said pulling back reluctantly. "We'll come back, I promise," he said, giving her a quick hug. They turned and then stopped in their tracks. "Oh my," B'Elanna said. Tom placed his hand on his chest proudly, "That is so cute." "Maybe we should hang back for a minute, we don't want to interrupt them." "We don't?" Tom said, as a wicked grin spread across his face. "Tommm, I know that look. What are you going to do?" "I was just thinking of all the times that Harry has interrupted us in the last few months." He raised his eyebrows and glared at her. Her wicked grin matched his, "Okay, what are *we* going to do?" "I think the simple approach is best, don't you?" he said, beginning to move closer to the couple who were too intent on their passion to notice. B'Elanna nodded in agreement trying to keep from laughing at the ridiculousness of the situation. In his best Starfleet voice Tom roared, "Ensign Kim!" Shocked, Harry jumped back, he would have fallen off of the log, had Seven not been clutching him tightly. As Harry fought to catch his breath, Seven turned to them and inquired, "Did you enjoy your romantic interlude?" Tom replied graciously, "We could ask you the same thing?" Seven replied calmly, "Yes, it was pleasurable." Harry stood up shakily, glaring at Tom and B'Elanna he said, "Its late, I think we should get ready to leave, we only have the holodeck reserved for another hour." In a few minutes they had piled back into the Camaro and were headed back. This ride was if possible even more lovely than their original trip. Tom set the radio to play soft music. They drove leisurely, all enjoying the sight of the full moon and the view of the waves lapping softly along the beach below them. Tom drove one handed, with his other arm over B'Elannas shoulder's. They smiled at each other lazily, anticipating the return to his quarters. He thought about how lucky he was that they were still together. His actions weeks earlier had jeopardized their relationship. He regretted the pain he had caused her, that and the misdeeds of the alien had almost ended everything. He would be lost without her he knew. He had never had a relationship last this long, fear had crept in so slowly that he hadn't questioned it. He had been frightened, he was afraid that soon she would see the *real* Tom Paris, and would regret giving him her heart. He was afraid that he would one day see a look of regret on her face and he couldn't bear it. So he had determined to push her away first. *He* was an idiot, he thought grinning to himself. He felt her head on her shoulder, and felt that surge of warmth that he felt with her, beyond lust and passion, although they were a part of it. It was the feeling of knowing that this amazing woman next to him, knew *him* and loved him despite of it. Harry sat smiling to himself. It had been a long day, but what a day. He wasn't embarrassed this time to feel Seven's leg pressed against his, he could enjoy it now. He had wanted a relationship with her for so long, but he had also been ashamed that he was thinking and wishing for something that she was too ingenuous to share with him. Their kiss had shown him that for all her naivete she did have a woman's feelings, it would take time, he knew and patience. But he was a very patient man. Suddenly he felt her hand creep into his, for the first time in longer than he cared to remember Harry Kim felt joy. Her head came to rest on his shoulder, mimicking B'Elanna's actions he thought, until he heard her slow steady breathing, and realized to his surprise that she was asleep. His smile deepened and he closed his eyes happily. In a short while the Camaro entered the garage, Tom called for the grid and abruptly brought them all back to reality. Seven sat up quickly, taking in her surroundings. B'Elanna stretched languorously and smiled at the backseat passengers. "Thank you for allowing me to experience the holodeck with you, Lieutenants, Ensign Kim." "Your welcome Seven," Tom said, surprised at the return of her usual formal manner. "Seven," Harry said quickly, "Let me walk you back to your the Cargo Bay." "That will not be necessary Ensign. I am going to Astrometrics to check on the work of Ensign Delaney in my absence." "But, its late," Harry said, "You should rest." "My brief period of sombulence proved to be quite regenerative. I do not require the same amount of rest as you do." Turning she addressed them all in a rehearsed voice, "We should do this again sometime." Seven then strode out of the Holodeck. Harry tried to follow her, but was stopped by B'Elanna's hand on his arm. "Let her go, Harry," she said gently. "But I need to " he began. "Do what, kiss her goodnight? Seven doesn't know about all the rituals involved in dating. She needs to be alone." "You don't understand," Harry said. "I do understand," B'Elanna said. "More than you know. Listen to me Starfleet," she said using her nickname for him to cool the situation. "When Tom and I started spending time together, it was confusing, I was experiencing so many things that I didn't understand. Sometimes I would go back to Engineering afterwards to check on things. It was something I *knew*, it was soothing to be around things I was familiar with, since I was dealing with so many new feelings. I think that's what Seven is doing." "B'Elanna might be right Harry," Tom said, "Seven needs to take this all in. You should go get a good nights sleep. Listen Harry, I know you, don't dwell on what didn't happen. Think about the amazing things that did. Do you understand?" "Okay," Harry sighed, "Thanks for everything, I'll see you in the morning." They watched the Holodeck doors swish closed behind him. Tom turned to B'Elanna, "Did I really scare you that much?" She nodded smiling, "Yeah. And believe me, its hard for a Klingon to admcarrhat they're afraid of anything. I was afraid that despite what you said about wanting to see my *big, scary Klingon side,* if I let you see the *real* me, you wouldn't want to be with me anymore." Tom pulled her to him, touching her chin he looked into her eyes. "B'Elanna, you know I love you, don't you?" "Of course I do," B'Elanna said smiling. "But its always good to hear it again." THE END